[ With the shift in movement, it's Nate's shoulder that Matt ends up gripping next. Eyes down, he catches the moment his tongue covers the head of his cock. What was it he just said about being at the back of his throat? Fuck it's hard to concentrate.
He's really fucking terrified by this. Because it's really long past the point he can rationalise any of this as not gay (even if all of that rationale was utter bullshit). But he can't deny that it all feels good. His instinct is to stop him, and maybe even a small part sparks an unpleasant part of him that would shove him off and react badly. But he's done enough work over the last year or so to try and combat that.
Talk about a trial by fire.
He swallows down hard as he feels what his doing, every muscle tightening in a way that no doubt makes the task a little more difficult (and more pronounced on his end). For all the sex Matt has had, he's never had a girl go there, and so the feeling is completely new.
The next noise he lets out is almost a laugh, disbelief wrapped in a moan. ]
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He's really fucking terrified by this. Because it's really long past the point he can rationalise any of this as not gay (even if all of that rationale was utter bullshit). But he can't deny that it all feels good. His instinct is to stop him, and maybe even a small part sparks an unpleasant part of him that would shove him off and react badly. But he's done enough work over the last year or so to try and combat that.
Talk about a trial by fire.
He swallows down hard as he feels what his doing, every muscle tightening in a way that no doubt makes the task a little more difficult (and more pronounced on his end). For all the sex Matt has had, he's never had a girl go there, and so the feeling is completely new.
The next noise he lets out is almost a laugh, disbelief wrapped in a moan. ]
Christ, Nate.