You're a mess. [He agrees.] And he loves me, yeah. He's great. I really care about him, but Matt...
[It's not what he wants. Not when he really thinks about it. It's what he's supposed to want, sure. It's what his parents wanted for him- someone stable with a good job, someone that could help support him so he could continue working on his art. It made sense. It all fit together.
But all it would take was one word from Matt and he'd throw that away. Because it's not what he wants. It's what he would settle for. What he wants is this- a mess, a story that he doesn't know the ending to. He wants this more than he's ever wanted anything.]
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[It's not what he wants. Not when he really thinks about it. It's what he's supposed to want, sure. It's what his parents wanted for him- someone stable with a good job, someone that could help support him so he could continue working on his art. It made sense. It all fit together.
But all it would take was one word from Matt and he'd throw that away. Because it's not what he wants. It's what he would settle for. What he wants is this- a mess, a story that he doesn't know the ending to. He wants this more than he's ever wanted anything.]