[ Matt's hand is shaking, literally shaking. This is one of the most terrifying moments of his life. He feels like it's important, and he feels even more like he's about to fuck it all up. He's really good at that, after all. Amazing at taking something good and tearing it to shreds.
He can already hear it now, the people saying how he's coming in and ruining Nate's life. He has a good thing going, a good boyfriend with a good career who wants to provide for him. And what's he? A bit of a waster that put him in hospital and can't even handle his own identity. ]
Why did you have to do that? [ He sighs. If he didn't then he could have kept on pretending, he could have acted like he didn't want him like he does. He had been doing a great job at faking it, hadn't he? He shoves his hand against him again.]
You're a prick, you know that? Why did you have to do that? [ Is that rain on his face, or something else? ]
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He can already hear it now, the people saying how he's coming in and ruining Nate's life. He has a good thing going, a good boyfriend with a good career who wants to provide for him. And what's he? A bit of a waster that put him in hospital and can't even handle his own identity. ]
Why did you have to do that? [ He sighs. If he didn't then he could have kept on pretending, he could have acted like he didn't want him like he does. He had been doing a great job at faking it, hadn't he? He shoves his hand against him again.]
You're a prick, you know that? Why did you have to do that? [ Is that rain on his face, or something else? ]