[ As soon as Matt leaves he heads back towards the castle, and the whole journey back he has a huge grin on his face. He can scarcely believe it. That they've done that, that he didn't freak out (or, well, too much, he did have a moment).
But fuck it was good, all of it was good, being with him. It just makes him know more than ever how much he wants him. And fuck he really wants him.
It's hard to concentrate when he's back, to focus on anything but what's going on with Nate. He worries, of course. His boyfriend might talk him round, or maybe he'll just change his mind. There's no guarantee he'll text. So he tries to pass time by working out and having an incredibly long shower.
In the lounge later, he's extremely aware of his phone in his pocket. ]
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But fuck it was good, all of it was good, being with him. It just makes him know more than ever how much he wants him. And fuck he really wants him.
It's hard to concentrate when he's back, to focus on anything but what's going on with Nate. He worries, of course. His boyfriend might talk him round, or maybe he'll just change his mind. There's no guarantee he'll text. So he tries to pass time by working out and having an incredibly long shower.
In the lounge later, he's extremely aware of his phone in his pocket. ]