[ Matt shoots him a small smile before pushing himself off the bed and heading to the door. He turns down the corridor towards the room he expects is the bathroom and heads in. He cleans himself up, throwing the used condom in the bin with some old dental floss and a piece of tissue. He cleans himself up and gives his hands a good wash before noting he's got come on his chest too. He minds less than he expected to.
For a minute or so he just stares into the bathroom mirror, looking at his reflection and scarcely believing all this has happened. That he's here, that he's been kissing Nate let alone fucking him. This seems like something impossible, but here it is.
He just wishes he could be more eloquent, better with his words like Nate is. Admit things like he can. But his insides are knotted up and twisted and he simply doesn't know how.
Taking a breath he turns to go, only then noticing the second toothbrush in the pot, reminding him of Simon, reminding him what he's breaking up by doing this. He just hopes it doesn't break Nate. Bruises he can recover from, but emotions? Well he was always weaker there. Turning his attention away he heads out and back towards the bedroom, the smell of sex thick in the air. ]
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For a minute or so he just stares into the bathroom mirror, looking at his reflection and scarcely believing all this has happened. That he's here, that he's been kissing Nate let alone fucking him. This seems like something impossible, but here it is.
He just wishes he could be more eloquent, better with his words like Nate is. Admit things like he can. But his insides are knotted up and twisted and he simply doesn't know how.
Taking a breath he turns to go, only then noticing the second toothbrush in the pot, reminding him of Simon, reminding him what he's breaking up by doing this. He just hopes it doesn't break Nate. Bruises he can recover from, but emotions? Well he was always weaker there. Turning his attention away he heads out and back towards the bedroom, the smell of sex thick in the air. ]
Hey, didn't keep you waiting too long did I?